Cursed raw

 The cursed chat room

a: i dont know if you guys heard about the cursed chat room

b:what cursed chat room? what are you talking about?

c:i think i heard about it, but i am not sure!

d:i heard about it ! is the one on 347, no?

e:i also heard about it!

a:nice, seems i am not the only one! is a "casual" chat, cant remember the name thogh i dont know why!

d:i know is a "wish" chat

e:not a travel one?

b:so none knows what type of chat it is and is cursed, no?Are you making fun of me?

a:no, no B!we would not do that, but it seems we know different things about the chat room!

c:you know i said that i heard about it, but wasnt sure was because of this, each person remembers that the chat room is with something different, but all say is cursed!

b:really c? you are with them? cursed chat room?what bogus is that? how can a virtual chat room be cursed?

d:well i cant explain it! i have not entered the chat to know for sure, what i know is from "mouth to mouth"!

e:maybe it differs according with what we know about that chat room?

a:e is right! well since this is a spooky night theme party should we tell stories we know from that chat room? maybe that way we will find out more about the chat room?

c:sure it would be fun!

d:+1

e:i am in also

a:b?

b:okey a! Since is a spooky night i guess will be more fun to hear those stories! i want to see what that cursed chat room is all about!

a: so who wants to start? should i start? or anyone else wants to take the stage?

c: you go first i guess!

d:i will go second!

e:i will be last!

b:ok so a is first, d is second, c is third and e is last! so a start! i am ready! came and scare me .

a: ok i will start, the story i will tell is called no hands script

   " it was on a saturday night when emile entered the chat room 347 looking for a mode to get the characters in the game he was playing now to be more to his taste.

  - anyone has modes for xgame ? emile asked

 -what modes you need? answered 12a user

 -yes mate, tell us what mode you want?  typed a54a user

 emile got more than 10 inquires to his question

-i want a mode for you know what

-how the hell can we know, there are mods for h content, close to limit content, gore for those who can stomach it, or just modes for passing all quest and unlimited all, basic ones!

- i see , sorry i was not explicit! i want the basic one at first please

- okey ! here you go! typed 5874ab while posting the required mode!

- thank you very much!

Emile downloaded the content he wanted and installed it on the game, then enjoyed the game in his way!

some weeks passed and emile got bored on the basic mode and wanted to try something different, he was bored of normal! so he entered the chat room again and wanted to try something different

-hey! typed emile

-yo

-hi

-hello

-wb

..

-how are you mate? i see you are back for more? typed a54a user

-hehe, yes i am back for more! type emile while smirking

-how was the mode? did you managed to install it and run it on the game?

-yes of course ! is not my first time instaling a mode to a game, emile smiling getting bigger

-i see good!

- i want now a more impactfull mode, any recomandations?

- all are good, depending on what you find it is with a lot of impact! wrote 12a user

- is the gore one good?

- can't recomend it since i didnt try it , wrote 12a user

-i dont recomend it for those faint on heart typed a54a 

-hmm does anyone has the gore mode? i just want to see what it is really like

-the mode is available but since is a more peculiar one it could cost you a leg or a hand to use it typed 5874ab 

-lol you mean i need to pay?

- you can take it like that, but it wont need money, but a favor to be requested on later date, of course it will be only something that you can do!

-sure! typed emile while thinking what does it cost him to make a promise online for something since is online(emile was laughing hahahahah, online favor hahahaha, what can they do to me if i wont do that , hahah)

-ok then, here you go then! 5874ab  typed after posting the script for that mode

-thnx typed emile

 Emile took the script and installed it on the game to see the content he wanted how he wanted, he had a  pleasure to see characters without hand, well cutted from wrist down ( each with their idea i suppose said a). emile enjoyed his new mode for a while until he got a message in which someone asked him to  meet on a address regarding the favor for that mode!

  emile ignored that message and went with what he was doing! that message was sent to him few times and emile got annoyed and typed back wishing good health to the ancestors 6 generations of the sender . 

   the messages stopped and emile was thinking all ended, but at one night when he was going back from the pub emile was suprised to see someone in front of him that was looking dead in his eyes and said" the favor for the script was not payed , so i came to collect!

- up yours, whow the fuck are you? go shu until i get angry and punch you until you see stars! said emile

- i see, it seems you wont know your mistake until you see the coffin in your face! said the figure in front of emile while taking a knife from his pocket!

- you think you are tough with that rusted scout knife? emile was saying that when suddently he was hit from behind with a bat

  Emile woke up after some time while hearing to voices

- so whats the price this time? hand, leg?

-since he is so good what about hands?

-oo why both hands?

-well who liked to have all its game characters no hands? let it feel it

-hahhahahaha good one! let's do that

-but lets spicy it up a bit and server as a warning for all who dont comply with their words, even if its online, and make it a live stream

-ok, i will set the stuff to be safe then!

Emile tried to say something but realized he had its mouth gagged, he was tied all over also and could only whimper

- all done let's start

5874ab started the stream and told the audience that 12a  will carry the punishment for not respecting the agreement!

12a  went near emile and too injected a drug to make emile more in pain , since the drug was meant to increse the way pain was felt by 10 times at least

- lets start, and 12a  took one of emile's hand and started to slowly cut the wrist, after it finished both hands he put them in front of emile who had fainted and said on chat stream

-that's why we said you need maybe to pay a leg or hand for the script!

then he made a picture with emile's hand and posted online"

b: fuck you a? what the fuck ? i just ate! fuck you!

a: i just told a story b! why you upset on me fucking crybaby?

b:fuck you a! b went to another room to chill

c:that was harsh a, cool story but creepy!

d:what c said is right but its close to spooky night concept!

e: interesting story i guess the lesson from it is dont make promises you cant keep up?

a: or just stay out of things you dont understand?

-well no matter said d, now is my turn to scare you muahhaha

a ya sure, go on start, said a whilke making  sugestion with its hand

d here i go, get your new pants ready! the story i am going to tell i heard it from a friend of mine you all dont know, it happend some years ago, my friend told me he went on a chat room, 347 he heard its a place you can make a wish that will be fullfilled, almoust any wish.

- hey guys! 0

-yo! 1

-hello! 2

-ooo , fresh meat, hello! how are you? 3

- hey! 4

- i am good , what about you all? all well? 0

- more or less 3

-i am good now 2

- waitinfg for something interesting 1

- i am wasting time , i am bored! 4

- So how did you find our chat room? 3

- a friend told me! 0

- a friend? 1 i remember we are just over 20 perople only , whats his name? 

- jack! 0

- okey!

- so what is your wish?

- jack told me i can get my wish granted, no matter what it is?0

- more or less. 4

- i want to get marry with a beautifull, smart and caring women!0

- dam, you really have started high! 2

- any other requirments? 4

- healthy?0

-fine 3

-really?0

-lets vote first. no?1

- i am for it4

-same 3

-deny 2

-so i will decide? lets go with yes, since i am in a good mood today, made some money with some sales!1

-i will take care of it this time4

- you sure ?3

-yes! 4

my friend got a private mesage from 4 that told him to get to station x on day y at z hour and will meet there a person who will be able to say if its a go or not

 he went on that appointment and met her there, she was all he wanted, figure wise and soul wise, they clicked. they started dating and he proposed 1 month later.

* dont you think is enough playing? we have an order that needs to be fullfilled!

-can we dont do this?

what?are you crazy? you know how things works, no?

-we can do exceptions, no?

- up to you..but you will regret it! then it stormed the room with kicking the door*

   my friend said he will go to her parents to propose the next week and get the blessing of the parents

 he went there but he didnt see her only his father, he thought must be normal to have a man to man talk before all

-hello ! friend

hello  answered the father

after some small talk my friend gathered all his courage and said

-Sir i want to marry your daughter, can i get her hands in mariage?

- only her hand? the father said smiling

- hahaa! my friend laught and thought was a joke that her father made!

the father told him to wait a bit and he will go get it

my friend was on pins waiting to see her and live all his life with her

the father came with something wrapped in a newspaper, that was leeking a red substance, my friend started to freak a bit thinking the joke is going to far

-here take it! and my friend got that newspaper and was getting more and more nervous

-open it ! said the father while seeming to get more and more deranged, its eyes getting redder and redder

my friend opened the package and what it saw marked him for life, it was her hand, bloody, he froze and got terified and then he saw the father getting a butcher knife and heading straight to him 

-is all your fault! your fault! she didnt need to die for your wish! you are at fault! what love ? what did you do to her? drugged her? no matter you will die to acompany her and make me some money! hahahah

 he tried to stab my friend but he tripped by the hand my friend dropped at the floor, my friend woke up then and ran to the door , he got lucky since the father forgot to lock the door and my friend ran yelling help help help, somebody help! she was killed! killed! people ran to him when they saw himand asked what happend , the police came fast and started to look into the matter. what was found terified my friend, police told him that when they entered the house of the father they only saw at first the hand and no one there, the father ran around the time my friend escaped ,i guess because it wasnt able to kill him anymore . the police searched all the house and behind a secred door in the basement they found a room like a butcher shop, with body parts hanged and with noted for whom are the organs from the bodies found inside, there was his never to be now wife and some parts  of jack. they also found a computer and there was a file they managed to decrypt and saw what happend, it seems the father and daughter were part of a gank that dealt with human organ traffic, the daughter seems to have wanted to really marry my friend and leave that life, but the father killed her thinking she betrayed him, he also killed jack because he told my friend about the chat room.

My friend is still in a mental health institution and he goes crazy yelling and running when he sees a human hand.

d so how is it?

b is so fucked up! i am speechless

a is different and gore and wtf

e i dont know what to say

c 2 stories until one more fucked up then other!

D well this is a true story though

 lets take five i am need air said  b

ok after that c you are on, said e

c not sure about it

well let me start then, i said first that i am not sure that is the cursed chat room because doesnt seem to fit the bill, ill first say what happend to my brother, j. it was on a night when j camed from work late, like always and he passed by a convenience store., since it was late after work in the middle of summer he had a craving for icecream, he entered and got himself the lucky sticks one, he payed then left the store and ate while going home, the strange thing is that that popsicle wasnt with you win or you lose mesage, it had a hyperlink( strange, no?).he wanted to throw it in the garbage bin but thought again and treated like a dare to go home and try to see what that link is, his mobile was on repair.After he arrived home , he changed, ate and opened the pc to try the hyperlink manually. he got acces to a site named "a night to another posibility", my bro said it was written on that page. From this point on he said he wasnt able to differentiate real and dream, ill say exactly what he told me:" so i accesed that link and pressed enter to enter thinking is a game or something, but what happend was .. nothing, it just remained pressed enter, i got a bit pissed and closed the pc and went to take shower then go to sleep. After i closed the pc all lights in the room went off, shortcircuit maybe, i thought and i went to check the fuses, it was full moon to i had some light to guide me to the panel, i got there and nothing was wrong, i was what happend, suddently the lights got back up. Strange thing at that moment was that i felt like i was walking on grass, soft, squishi, comfortable and the smell was similar with  fresh mowed grass. I was stupefied when i realised i was on a field, i could not understand how that happend or better was it real? while i was trying to find my reality i heard a low growl near me, i turned my head and i froze on the sight of a big lizard with shark like teeth. I stumbled and tried to run from it but after taking 2 steps i felt my left leg bitten and tearing. While feeling that pain i suddently woke up , drenched and cold, it seemed i was to tired and i imagined what happend. I went to get down from the bed to get myself a glass of water and a bit of cool air, but when i pressed my left leg on the floor i yelled because it was painfull and what horrified me was that i saw a big bite mark on it, still bloody." thats what my bro said and he has a bite mark on its leg, ugly and big , i saw it.

b: so thats why you said kinda heard

c  yes i dont know if it fits the cursed chat room or is something else entirely

a it could be part or not 

d what i am most curious is what would have happend if he didnt woke up

a b c e went silent thinking on that

e are we sure if was real though, i mean entering hyperlink and accesing a new world ? 

c i trust my bro, i cant explain what happend but from the bite mark i saw on his leg i dont think is anything but a shark bite i saw on internet searches  and my bro never went to places where there could be sharks

b ok , it was a cool story regardless of if its real or not, so the next one is e

e yep  my turn

Can you bring my phone?

So Ionel and Gino have been friends since they started walking; they went to the same elementary school and college but they got in different directions at university; Ionel chose human resources; and Gino chose the study of foreign languages in different cities as well.

They remain in contact, but their meetings have gotten less and less since life happens and you are dragged slowly towards one direction or another; you can also say you choose your direction while fate does not exist.

After a few years, they got together strangely, on a job interview, Gino went. It was a great wonderfull suprise that his friend from childhood was there.

- Hello!

- Hello!

Ionel was reading Gino’s CV and was finding that those informations seemed like something he already knew. Then he lifted his head and took a better look, and Gino’s image from now on started to meld with Gino’s image from childhood.

- I am sorry, but I want to ask: Are you Gino Mortense, and you lived in x city on y street, apartment Z, about 10–15 years ago?

- Yes, I did! How did you know?

- I am Ionel; we have been best friends since we could walk!

- Ionel, the one that cried like a baby when there were lightning storms?

- Well, that was in the past! I am sorry I did not keep in touch!

- I am sorry too! It is not like connections can be held by one person only; life happened and we got busy with other things.

- We have technology, but it only made us strangers!

They spoke about their memories, then had the interview, and after some tests, Gino was hired for the job he applied for.

Around 2 months after Gino had the interview, Ionel had a car accident and died. His car was hit by a junkie that was speeding, and because the junkie was the son of a well-connected senator, he escaped with only a few days in prison and got released for lack of evidence. Some important evidence disappeared!

Gino was devastated; after he just got back in touch with his buddy, he died.

He did not want to go to Ionel’s funeral, even after his family tried to make him change his mind. He said he did not want to see him that way.

Years have passed, and Gino has started to forget about Ionel.

- Hey Gino! Can you please bring my phone from the office? I forgot it there, and I need it!

- Sure, Ionel!

Gino got up and went to Ionel’s office, got the phone, and went to Ionel!

Gino arrived and gave the phone

- Thank you!

Gino suddenly got a chill and realized Ionel was already dead. Where is he?

He realized he was in front of the tombstone of Ionel; he got here without knowing.

How did I get here and... Gino stopped and took a deep breath. He calmed down, and memories from his childhood with Ionel came to his mind. He realized he was stupid for not coming here until now.

- Hey, Ionel! It took me some time to come here, no?

Gino sat down and started to talk with the tombstone like it was Ionel, saying he was sorry again and that he wanted to erase Ionel’s memories from his mind to feel better. He also shared his memories since Ionel died and told how his family is, how the Ionel family still misses him, and how the junkie died in a twist of fate, hit by a drunken truck driver, karma.

After Gino poured his soul out, he went home and called his parents and told them what happened, then called Ionel’s family also.

The next day at work, Gino was asked what happened the day before; he just left in a groggy way and did not answer anyone.

Gino remembered he just wanted to take a nap, then he heard Ionel, and the visit happened.

Well, it seems that when some things remain unfinished, dead dear friends or family will visit us, and that karma sometimes plays with us.

Billy's tic-tac

 

  Drew and Lex are two of the best search and rescue officers in the whole county; they have a lot of successful rescues under their belt and got rewarded multiple times. They were also good friends since school, and their wives and kids were getting along all well. It was like they were a big happy family; you don't need blood relations to be family.

- Hey Lex, How are you today, mate?

- Rather good today, Drew! What about you?

- I am good. Thank you. Be the way I wanted to ask you something!

- Shoot.

- What do you...

    Before Drew finished his question, both were called by their superior officer, Bruno.

- Lex, Drew Come quick to the office; I have an urgent case and need your expertise!

    They both entered the office with Bruno, and they had some more personnel than usual there, and they both thought something big was happening!

- So I'll jump to the case since it is urgent. Last night, the son of the mayor, Billy, got lost in the woods near Groove Creek. So you understand why i need all of you to solve the case as fast as posible.

- How long has passed since the men got lost in the woods, chief?

- I am told it was around 2 days. The mayor had some of his men searching also, and after seeing no results, Mayor William now asked us for help!

- The same William that cut our money for new gear, I take it!

- Shhh, Lex, no time for that now!

- Ok!

-Let's get moving!

   Lex and Drew, along with Felix, went as a team, and the other officers went in other directions after teaming up.

- What is your opinion regarding these boys? asked Felix

- Well, I don't know, it's a bit late, but hopefully all will be ok. It's hard to tell, especially since the cold arrived earlier than last year, and being alone in the forest without gear, food, water, or warmth is hard, but let's go! said Lex

The three got to the last spot where the men were seen and started to search. After a few hours of just freezing, they saw traces of shoes in the mud.

- It seems we are getting close!

- Yes, let's go!

- Let's go!

They followed the trace and arrived near a cliff where they saw the men!

- Shit! What the fuck happened here?

-I am guessing he was attacked by a bear or other wild animals, but I don't see any traces of struggle.

- Just a bag of bones and flesh, mangled!

- Although we saw the worst, this is the first time I have seen tic-tac all over the place!

Lex looked around and found Billy's phone. The phone was placed in a spot picked to show Billy!

- What's that, Lex?

- I am guessing Billy's phone!

- Can you open it? Maybe we will get some clues about what happened!

- Nope, the phone is locked!

- Let's call it in then! After we get him back, his parents can get some closure. About the phone, we can open it in the office after we get the okay from the mayor!

  They called the base, were able to get some reinforcements, and got Billy back from the woods. The parents were devastated and couldn't believe what happened to Billy until they saw its parts. After a few days, Billy got buried, and the case was closed!

  A few months passed since Billy's case when Drew and Lex went to get a drink after the shift was over.

- What happened, Lex?

- You remember the case of the mayor's son some months ago?

- Yes, the bear one, no?

- Yes, that one! I saw what was recorded on that phone and what happened after the police and the phone company were able to unlock it!

- So, what happened? I see you are a little off!

- Well, the phone had a few short clips, like a flog or a forest vlog, as Billy liked to say his forest walks are.

- Ok, so…?

- On that day, Billy went on a walk, like most of the time, to get a breath of fresh air, get some photos, and chat with his followers. The parts that are strange start after he passed a stream. He met some of his followers that were also there; it seems they planned this.

   After taking some shots and putting some stuff online, they left after giving Billy a box of tic-tacs. He did not find it strange since his fans give all types of stuff. Billy poped some tic tacs, and while walking, he seems out bit by bit after 10 minutes since he took the tic tac. He rambled about nothing and all; he was drugged. The clips showed Billy more and more under the influence of those drugs, and those clips ended when we found Billy!

- Ok, but how does that explain how we found him?

- Well, on the last clip, he wanted to post online, but since he was so drugged, he didn't see he had no internet, and then we saw it: he was attacked by a bear.   But the most awful thing was that Billy didn't seem to feel that the bear was biting him, and one time he turned to the bear and said, "Do you want a tic tac?" while the bear was chewing on its arm.

- What the fuck? Wha… ho?

- I know I feel the same! To have fans that only wanted your death, and how did they get that drug? The police said they never saw a drug like that, which makes your body numb so fast!

- Did the police get them?

- No, it seems all the accounts were fake, and they couldn't track the ips!

- So you must be careful who you trust!

- Yep.

After some years have passed, a legend appeared in that area about a boy that you could see when temperatures got low each year, and he was asking for tic-tac!

Brehne vs demon 2( still test)

- Doctor, what's your diagnosis? Is it possible that I have a screw loose, as my friend Damina suggested,

 or am I lacking so much sleep that I can't distinguish reality from my dreams?

- At this moment, I can't say for sure. Lack of sleep or significant events in your life can affect your

 mood and change how your body reacts. For now, I recommend taking these pills to help you relax.

 Additionally, if possible, I suggest taking nature walks, enjoying long baths or finding a leisurely activity such as playing online games to unwind.

- Thank you, Doc, I'll take the prescription and try to follow your advice!

 "- How did he got inside my cabinet, and who the hell is it? i had the door locked and....why is the

 recipe near the door, also why i couldnt here its steps ? The doctor went to pick the recipe that was near

 the door and saw that the door was still locked. He went paper white and a chill ran on its back!   

    -  Whaaaaaaa.. what the fuck is happening here?  After a while he calmed down and said

    - I need some sleep and some strong drinks!

     I went home and tried to what the doctor said mainly taking walks, but where could i go?  I am

 bored of the places around here, i will go out and wait to see if insipiration cames!  

     It was after some hours that i met a family of 3 that was passing around my home, and they were

 talking about a new place in town where i could take a short break from all, that place had music,

 games, karaoke, pool and everything you would want.(music and games, my two favorite things in life:) )

    I followed them, but something was strange they were rude, none talked with me, and the kid only

 took peeks at me from time to time, but had a strange expresion of new and scared, like having

 paradolia when watching a tree trunk in forest while the forest is quite and you feel presure from

 somewhere, well that didnt really matter to me and still went with them at Giacolo fun park(although it

 may not have been my first choice for a name, let's give it a shot)

    . Upon arriving, I headed straight for the boots. To my surprise, they had karaoke boots! I had no idea

 that they offered that in my town. I was ecstatic and began to paaarty. The thumping beats changed my

 mood and I was feeling better instantly. Hours flew by as I danced to the rhythm, and sang. Eventually,

 I decided to take a break from the karaoke boots to check out the other attractions the venue had to

 offer.

"- Hey Chris, did you notice if anyone else was in the room with us since we got here?" I asked.

"- Hmm, Redd, I didn't. What did you drink? Maybe it's affecting you," replied Chris.

"I only had a non-alcoholic cocktail! What about you, Elena?" I responded.

As both of them turned to look at Elena, they noticed that she had a blank stare and was fixating on the door. Worried, they both tried to snap her out of it.

"- Elena, hey! What's going on?" they asked.

". Elenaaaaa? Earth to Elena, if you dont answer i'll kiss ya!" 

Elena finally snapped out of it and turned towards them, asking:

" -What just happened here?"

  Elena turned around as her friends called her name repeatedly.

  " - Did you see him or hear him?" she asked.      Elena was visibly unsettled as she asked. 

  " - See who, hear who?" Her friends seemed confused and concerned, 

  " - Are you okay?" they asked. 

     Elena explained that there was someone else in the room with them, a guy who appeared to be

 dancing and singing. He had left the room, but as he exited, he turned and waved to her while passing

 through the door, Elena was adamant that the figure had been floating in the air. Chris was skeptical

 and accused her of playing a prank on him with Redd.

  "- What the hell did you smoke?" he asked. Eventually, Elena and Redd left together, with Redd

 ensuring that Elena got home safely. Chris, on the other hand, left alone, assuming that his friends had

 taken some drugs but never offered him any."

   "I went to a game center to take a break from all the dancing at the party. The center had a wide

 selection of games, ranging from classic board games to modern online games. As I'm not very good at

 board games, 

   I reminisced about my past where I used to enjoy playing games with friends. Unfortunately, I

 realized I had no way to contact them nor was i contacted by them in any way these years. These

 thoughts weighed heavily on me, and I left without even trying a single game, feeling rather blue to

 even play something. 

     Upon arriving home, I crawled into bed and slept soundly until 3 am when I was abruptly awoken.

 Feeling a chill and pressure on my chest, I assumed it was sleep paralysis, something I've become

 accustomed to lately. Attempting to open my eyes, I soon realized I couldn't move a muscle. Knowing this overwelming sensation would pass, I stopped trying and waited for it to subside like other

 occasions."

brehne vs demon test1

  "- Do you remember what happened? 

  - Well, yes and no!

     The thing is, I was taking a stroll on the mountain path I usually take in the forest near where I live, but at some point, the mood changed. I'm not sure when exactly it happened, maybe when I saw something out of the corner of my eye or when I ignored it. Let me provide a more accurate account. :

     - It was a Friday afternoon. I got dressed, picked up my phone, cap, sunglasses, and a small bag with water and other items. The temperature was high, the sun was shining in the cloudless blue sky, and I was on my way to enjoy the walk. (It seemed like a good idea at the time). 

       After passing the houses near me on the picturesque paths between them, I reached the forest and started my relaxing stroll. Everything seemed normal, nothing out of the ordinary. As I walked along the path, surrounded by dry branches fallen from trees and the greenery on the ground, I came near the place where I gather honey mushrooms in a big clearing.

      I took out my phone and captured some pictures of nature. It was a bit too quiet, now that I think about it. At some point, I realized that the sun was setting, however, the strangest thing was that I found myself in a different location from where I took the photos, without realizing how I got there.( It was as if I had sleep apnea).

      I saw a small shrine, similar to those in Japan, and I was taken aback. I approached it, but the shrine disappeared. The trees seemed to whisper, leaves were flying around me, and I think I saw something small and ugly. I blinked, and it was gone. In its place was a sapling of some unknown plant. I got closer and took a picture of it, although the lighting wasn't ideal. Then, as it was getting darker, I decided to head back home. 

     For a few weeks, everything seemed normal, but I started dropping things from my hands. Strangely, every time I ate something, a part of it would end up on the floor as well. It was as if I had sticky hands or something. It felt like I was feeding someone or something (Odd, isn't it?). If that were the only strange occurrence, I might have gotten used to it.

     However, in addition to my daily episodes of sticky hands, I started feeling as though someone or something was watching me. It was a piercing stare, but whenever I turned in the direction that gave me that feeling, there was no one there, not even a fly. This feeling stayed with me for a while, and I began to think that something was with me and needed me to feed it (hahahahah). 

    The problem was that over time, my sleep worsened, i heard banging on doors, windows, and even whispers. I even felt a cold breath near my ear at times ( Was I losing it? Maybe). After some time, I tried to seek help from Google, but the answers were so varied, I came across news that I was dying or that aliens had kidnapped me, or that someone who had passed away wanted to take me with them. 

     Strange, isn't it? Could it be a ghost? But where would it come from? The law of energy conservation states that energy can neither be created nor destroyed; it can only be converted from one form to another. So, for a ghost to exist, it would need some form of energy to be able to exist and perhaps more energy to affect this world. That's just my guess, but I'm no Einstein, Bohr, or Tesla, so what do I know? 

     One time, while getting water from the faucet, I felt something touching my feet. I got scared and quickly retreated before making a mess with my cup. But there was nothing there. It turned out to be a false alarm. This went on for a period of two years, and I was a wreck ( more than usual) . I even turned to religion for support, as it provides solace to many. I also tried remedies from movies, like salt and sage. But since these are real things, can they work against something that isn't real? Or at least, that's what I thought at the time. 

    I finally confided in a friend after he saw how I looked and asked what had happened. He said, 

   '- Are you dumb, mate? Is something missing upstairs?' 

    He advised me to relax somewhere else, drink, or sleep in another place if I couldn't sleep at home. I followed his advice and started planning an excursion, hoping that a change of place would help. I went to a hot spring resort, and I must say, it was nice ( or not). While on the bus heading to the resort, I was able to get some good sleep, with no whispers or sounds, just my head occasionally bumping against the bus window due to the bumps on the road. 

     After checking in, I went to take a dip in the hot spring. It was an awesome experience, and my whole body relaxed so much that I wanted to sleep right there. After getting dressed, I went to eat something and then took a short stroll around the hostel. That's where I met a beautiful lady with whom I instantly connected. She said she was there for the same reason as me and that she enjoyed strolls and taking pictures.

     We had dinner together after that long stroll, or rather, marathon walk. I can't remember it clearly, but I didn't think much of it at the time. She was gorgeous and had a big heart, a very big heart. She was like my dream girl, and I thought she might be the one. In the morning, she was lying on my chest. I felt lucky. In case you didn't catch my meaning, we were intimate. I told herI told her i will go take a shower and is she wants to join? She said in a minute and that i should go first and test the water! i went in and after a while started to think, where is she and why i can’t remember her face, then the water from shower got from a drizzle to a downpour and was cold, 

   -Fuck i can’t breathe, i am drowning and i started going bonkers throwing my hands to try to stop it , when i couldn’t stand it anymore all stopped and was quite  .

  I was in my  in my room, in my bed home! "

March

 March

I saw her walking down the street,passing the flower shop where i work,she was wearing a white violet dress which made her look like a fairy,i wonder am i allowed to love her?can i dream for her to love me?so what can i do,i guess i will be me and at least try,maybe maybe something nice will happen to me

i tried today to speak with her when she passed the shop again but my feet would not move,i could only see her but i am still happy i saw her today,i will try again tommorow something maybe will change.

and i tried again and again to speak to her but something stopped me,-am i afraid that she will reject me and i will not be able to see her anymore?

today we had a special sale on shop we were told to give flowers to girls and madams which were passing our shop,the best thing our shop manager thought if i can say that ,because,because i talked with her,was magic,she seemed a person you could talk to so i will i will surely this time try to ask her to date me, but how should i brake the ice, i know since our shop will have this promotion until 8th i will speak with her through flower and i will ask her on last day if she wants to date me

first day : i gave her today Lilac today my first time laying feeling (Purple First emotions of love)

second day : i gave her daisies pure white like her(Daisy Innocence)

third day : she was spectacular today so i gave her Orchid (A Belle, Beauty,Luxury, Fragrance)

forth day : gave her today geranium she was so beautifull today (Geranium Gentility, Esteem)

five day : she got all the flower until now so today Jasmine(I am to happy)

sixth day : i have her today tulips ,giving tips(Declaration of Love hope will not became yellow one)

seventh day :today was iris day (Iris :I Have a Message for You)

eight day : today last day i gave her red roses(love)and a letter,she looked at me a bit then tooked the letter

i wonder what will she think,i wonder if she also knows that i gave those flowers for her in that order like a way of telling my feeling,but will it suffice just to write things and give flowers?can i hope something in which i did my best but not tried to overcame my worldly fears,well i will wait for her answer who know what will happen

i can't stop crying ,i feel my heart being stabbed by a milion needles, i...do not understand...i wi...

some time has passed since i last wrote here,i was a fool then,i am today also but i am not alone anymore because of this

you gave my world color

opened my closed eyes

made me feel alive

no darkness anymore

a snowdrop surfacing

spring is coming

winter is no more

be happy world i camed

i will speak now

i wont hide anymore

because i love you

from when i saw you

your blue sky eyes

your golden hair

your fairy feeling

your imperfection

i see you as my half

the part separated

and you are one

me the other one

i cant belive it even know ,if you dont express your feeling infront of someone with your words also beside your actions you will lose,maybe the world and now from 1st march to 8th march i will always no matter what give my fairy and to my litle angel,at least until she grows up,flowers each day because they worth it.i am happy.

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